After I Obeyed and Died, Why His Tears?

Summary

The day my brother Ethan ran away from home, I went out into the pouring rain to find him.

I never did. Instead, I was hit by a fallen power line.

I lost both my arms.

Just like that, my dream of becoming a doctor was replaced by the reality of being a permanent patient.

I tried to kill myself many times, but my family always pulled me back from the edge.

My brother would kneel before me, his voice choked with guilt.

"This is my fault, Ava."

"I'm begging you. Please don't die. Please?"

My mother quit her job to watch over me day and night.